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Wednesday, September 21, 2005
period
it is all over.
*farted* in the name of searching for peace within him [M]@[L]c[0]L[m]
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Monday, August 29, 2005
Malcolm as a Hole (whole)
ok... i m 17 yrs old today... i m glad that i m a year older... being born on this date makes me a virgin... i mean virgo *_* kidding la.... anyway... life has been pretty fair to me... i have got a normal house hold... normal family normal friends and normal life.... i have got a good up bringing i would say thanx to my parents esp my mum... i have a bro who can be nice at times but not so nice most of the time but still pretty nice... as my age matures... i see many new things... new pple new lifestyle... new thinking and new life plans... being able to go into poly... i m pretty glad... i haven been really hardworking in life... but... i still can get to where i m today i m glad... i have plans for my life... my own family... my parents my children my sibling....many more... hoping to fulfil them as time goes... but looking back... my life has been sweet n bitter... however the sweetness is overwhelming... over musking the stench of the harsh bitterness....
below 5 yrs old... i have memories in kindergarten... my cousin always say i like this girl name christina in my K1 class.... thinking back... i tink i must have spouted nonsense to them when they ask smth like "GOT PRETTY GIRL IN YOUR CLASS?" i tink i must have replied this girl's name n they went "christina christina christina" all the way during family gatherings... my mom said i used the side of my forehead to hit against the TV table top's corner edge... there is a scar n a dent there in my skull .... the dent n scar is obvious yrs ago but now... fading.... i must have been nuts when young... since i dun remember... it must have been below the age of 3... i must be imitating batman or superman or smth then... so dumbED... they so stupid wear underwear outside n i still follow their moves... so dumb... but anyway i still do WWE moves on frens... at 16 yrs old :p shawn the smallest amongst my frens always kena thrown around in swimming pool n gym mats in zhss.... LOL.... anyway... at primary sch... i was fine and normal till P4... i miraculously got the 1st in class that year... BUT THAT WAS THE BEGINNING OF THE END
that yr my mom went to hospital to remove a small tumour at the throat area.. i forgot the terms... it was the yr 1998... FRANCE 98 WORLD CUP!!! ok... mom was in hospital yet me n my bro were in the masturbate i mean masterbed room watching soccer.... FRANCE VS SENEGAL... SENEGAL WON!!! lol... anyway... i put all the files on the floor n wanted to read them through... but the tv was like 2 metres away so i glued onto it... somehow... i scored well for my streaming and got 1st in class and i was rewarded with a trip to my aunt's house in australia... the trip was cool la... i tink i was the 1st few singaporeans to wacth pokemon (there) b4 they showed in on tv here locally.... the top 3 of my class opted into EM1 when all hell broke loose next year....
i tot i was a SMART ASS... so i hated studying for a while... n screwed up badly... ended up second last in class... though in the only EM1 class getting last means not so bad in the lvl.... i felt fucked up... i mean at then i feel i did damm badly... the last girl dropped out of the stream in the end... i was lucky to remain in EM1... then another miracle came... my form teacher MISS PHUA... ok... i want to say that she is nuts... but i mean she is damm good la... she take ENG MATHS SCIENCE CME and ART i tink... she damm pro la... she push us like siao... i had no choice la... she damm fierce and power... she made me gone through many sleepless nights in p6... i had to copy work in the sch canteen early in the morning from my classmates who are all smarter n hardworkingER than me... however i made it well in PSLE thanx to her... she is a great teacher... kinda miss her.. =X
then ZHSS... ok here is wat i have to say... !@#$%^&*()(*&^#$%^&*(_)(*&^$%^&* to the sch... pls decipher ya self.... the only good memories there are my frens and SOME teachers... mark my words... SOME.... the sch sucks on the whole... i got 9 demerit pts n served 3 days of detention stretching to 4 days becoz my family brought me upon a vacation to Australia prior to sch holidays... but my parents are my final guardians la... they want to bring me out the sch shud not interfere la... and they do nth for post exam activites... at least nth really that constructive... the other better memories are a few teachers which i shall not mention names... and my frens la... so idiotic jokers that are immature too made up my memory.. it is those dumb things that make my sec sch life nice... me and CJ always do stupid things in sch and my best gang of frens... my npcc squadmates... esp those from campcraft team... we went through alot of shit la... really shit la... but i felt we grew most that way... thanx to a CI name weihao... he some how mould us to the way he is... which is not bad... and we learn alot under his guidiance... the campcraft experience zhss , i mean ZHSS NPCC unit had gave me n my campcraft team was very valueable priceless n irre-placeable... i thank this CCA n the unit... we put in alot of effort n were very committed to it.. i wanted to become a CI to serve the unit... but i so slack n hate the backstage work... i gave it up in the end and my passion faded since many of my close squadmates did not opt for it too... however i tink for me i made the right decision to quit....i did fairly well for o lvls at least for poly entry i did not bad.... really not bad... much to my own effort for 1 subject... i will not say much... the subject i went to find books and help for it myself... the teacher really did not help much... maybe i do not blame him or maybe i do... just felt that i did almost 99.9 % of the things MYSELF... and i scored A2 for it... i m proud la...
now in poly.. the vicious cycle repeats again... i m slacking and it is a bad bad bad phenomenon... X_X i hope to buck up fast enuff... maybe i cannot make it into the local U liaoz... wif pros that can enter JC come poly... and foreign talents flooding into our nation to study n even make plans to stay here n develope their ROOTS ( i mean LUO DI SHENG GEN) have their descendants to live here i m like WTF la... i dun blame them but i just have to make plans for my future... some how get enuff qualifications still... i wanna set up a business really... i really hope to become a businessman... so i guess i will need to work damm hard....
anyway... for now... i guess that my entry is damm long la... many may not read till here... but i shall say my last clause le... i m grateful for the things i have now in life... i hope the pple around me will stay safe and happy... i thank the frens i have made in life... thanx my close frens 2 days ago goin to the steamboat gathering.... i kinda miss u all and our old days... anyway... best wishes to u all in life... stay jovial people! love u all... *not some gay shit*... i dunnoe wat wishes i have this year... i tink the list is damm long la... so... i tink maybe i will follow many of my age... I HOPE I WILL NOT SPEND MY BIRTHDAY NEXT YEAR ALONE....(not just wif my frens but with someone special ^_^ *winks*) peace out
*farted* in the name of searching for peace within him [M]@[L]c[0]L[m]
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Monday, August 22, 2005
the lack of neurons
ok... for the past 20 hours... i had not taken a wink... i spent sat going to zx house to ask him teach me CAD since he is the 1st to submit his drafts in class.. then went to catch THE WEDDING CRASHERS at cine wif Roy Junwei n Shi Hui... the movie was SUPER HILARIOUS.....NC16.... worth my money ^^ ermmm then i went home shagged i slept till sunday noon.... then i ate my BRUNCH then i tink due to the lack of slp for the past week... i went back to dreamland again.... slept till 8 Pm till mum broke my dream n hauled out of dreamworld....went for dinner then came home... had a game of dota n all the way till 6 am in the morning... i was staring at this farking monitor fixing my cad draftings... holy fuck... that ate up like 90 & of my brain... tot can hang on till 6 evening monday... for lesson ended at 12 n supposed to meet zaw for maths coaching... in e end.. the joker went home supposed to go put toolbox n get soccer boots drop dead too at home n forget all abt me!! leaving me in the library all alone... nvm la... not his fault... so here i m... trying to crack my brain.... so many to tok abt... MRT pple... all the farnie n stupid pple... singaporean lifestyle n future... and other cool stuf that i wanna put on my blog... but i guess time is not wif me... n i shall blog abt them next time when i m free.... meanwhile i guess i have to hang on to complete my work >< can't even fart
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Thursday, August 18, 2005
K---knocked out----O LOST SOUL
ok... there are so many things to talk about... ytd... jue dui superstar has a result...ermmm weilian who was a handicap (blind) beat junyang n became the boys champion... i m trying not to be judgemental... however... i tink that junyang is superb in terms of improvement n vocal...he has a great look n great package... girls seems smitten by him... ermm i support him too.... i admire his voice... he sings JIE KOU well... wif style... then he sings JJ lin songs well too... like dong jie.. jiang nan... but i would say not as good as jie kou... rather a good imitation... anyway he is good.... as for weilian... i feel that the media is very biased towards him... tough he is blind i wud say that he did not chose to be blind.... he was born that way... pple shud not say some of the hurtful things... someone actually cursed him to fall off stairs... no matter who the person is.... or which ever other contestant he supports... the way he run down at weilian is not acceptable... n by saying such thing.... he or she is a farking asshole... still i have my own opinion to say... wei lian has a strong voice... wif the "Nose element" aka "PI YING" in mandarin... not really to my liking and i think he mixes the element wrongly.... how ever that is my personal view.... pls dun screw me up if u disagree... theni shall put it this way... junyang will still n shud get a recording contract though he lost ytd night.... he is a money tree man... admit it.... the commercial aspect of his possible career is worth looking into if i were the boss of a recording company.... still i wud congratulate weilian...but... due to his handicap... i personally feel that i will be hard for him to go far as a singer... i feel that despite having no proper teaching... he is good overall... but for a blind artiste to go super famous... it is really very difficult...for he cannot dance n provide alot of visual entertainment ... in this sense he loses out to alot of pple... unlike OU DE YANG.... he does not show his face... but i like his voice n songs... i think he might be handicap too in some way... but he probably might have impressed some song writers that decided to sign him on n cut an album without showing his face....
the real world is harsh out there.... being in the entertainment world...u must have a good package... handsome pretty...good voice... sing well n dance well... style and other elements too... jolin jay chou are good examples...unless like ou de yang... dun show their face.... weilian will not be able to go as far as the other artiste i feel....
ytd... some pple said unpleasant things saying that weilian is "CHEA MEH" in hokkien meaning blind.... saying pple give pity votes...even the advertisement said that n me n my bro oso feel damm farking biased to him.... or say the blind pple association og SG inject all their funds n donations to phone calls n vote for weilian ... that is so "CEK ARK" (meaning curseful n bad mouthing in hokkien).. worse someone close to me say all the blind pple take bus to indoor stadium support weilian... the nwhen they alight the line up holding each other's shoulder... then go into stadium.... n it doesn't matter where they sit... tall in front short behind oso nber mind... coz they blind.... cannot see ... =X =S abit bad lor... but i wanna say weilian is courageous n made many handicapped pple proud... as a blind guy... he made it this far... beating so many other... be it pitiful support... his courage is worth salutes n pple's applause... think abit it.. being blind... not seeing a thing.... n yet song well infront of so many pple staring at u.... unable to look back n make eye contact at them.... it is pretty scary n tough.... he is courageous...
*farted* in the name of searching for peace within him [M]@[L]c[0]L[m]
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
losing myself...still not getting any (LOVE)
through out the yrs of my life... love is everywhere.... i noe my parents love me... my sibling love me... however....i shall put it this way.... they have the same line of blood running in u.... to all the rest of the world... face it... we have taken n has been taking our family's love for us for granted....ask yourself.... will u scream at your boyfriend or girlfriend if she say your table is cluttered wif things?? think this through man.... anyway... i tink i will say this while i m sober.... i tink i am having puberty... relax... i m not HORNY.... maybe desperate.... but not any thing worse thisis the worse stage of my life... everything seems to be out of control.... my life at home... sch.... lovelife... which is still and always seem to be empty....OMG.... i m losing myself... i dunnoe wats goin wrong or right now.... i will still try to be sober n study.... be a normal boy... i relaly believe that this is puberty..
i tot having hair at sensitive areas like armpits etc = puberty.... i m so farking wrong.... my hormones seem to be rushing over my head taking over me.... i cannot seem to do any good analysis of anything.... becoming blur n disillusioned... even while i m typing this... i took more than 15 mins... i dun tink anyone can help me... but i guess blogging will help a little to gain my conscious.... n oso help me express wat is goin on in me... since the last 3 hours... something has been flashing through my mind... i tink it shud be normal....
i have been thinking abt this girl for over a month... i dunnoe if she is the one... but even if not so... i hope my wife in the future when see this n finds out that it is not her... she will not blame me...darling.... i m having puberty...though i hope it is her... anyway... i will tell u wat i tink abt the supposed love of my life now
i tink most boys like me i mean those normal boys.. wif normal upbringing.... normal family trouble... normal schooling experience...normal life will hope for the following...
ALL BOYS HOPE FOR A PRETTY GIRLFRIEND...NICE N CARING...NOT WILFUL...MAY LOSE TEMPER ONCE IN A WHILE BUT NOT ALWAYS...BE LOVEABLE...
FOR ME... I TINK IF THE BOY IS MORE MATURE... LIKE I TINK I M NOW... I WILL NOT JUST LOOK FOR A GIRL TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WIF.....I WILL LOOK AT THE IN THIS WAY.....
I want her to..........
1 be the mother of my children
2 be the wife that i will love
3 be caring partner for the rest of my life
4 be decisive abt home affairs
5 decide if she wanna work or stay at home wif our kids
6 be able to perform her duty as a mother & wife
i tink i m pretty demanding but i tink most boys will oso include such criteria in their spouse.... ok.... if i m demanding... i will also ensure that i m capable to perform my dutys.....
I wanna.........
1 take care of her till the rest of our life
2 be there when she needs me
3 love her always
4 treat her wif proper attitude
5 share my troubles wif her
6 share thoughts wif her
7 communicate wif her well
8 understand her needs
9 know wat she wans from me
i tinks most qualities we can experience when we start to fall in love.... but as time goes... things will complicate.....the simple equation will have more variables.... i wanna add kids into it... a home into it... hopefully a car.... houshold utilities bills.... family outings...
pple say i will be a family man... i tink so too... they say i will be a good BF.... but i wanna be a good father too.... n a good husband... as i write this... i noe i m sober...n i m not childish anymore... i m matured to think... compared to many around me....many oso say i tink too much for my age... i shall not bother... i m who i m..... i will love my loved ones still including my family... friends... for some things will never change.... i just remember that my birthday is coming... i shall wish for that.... maybe the one n onli loved one that i m looking for has appeared... i shall see if it is so.... maybe she feels the same now??? i dunnoe... i hope so... i shall write a poem i tot of while bathing just now... for my probable current crush... if she makes it as my spouse... GREAT!.... if not... n my darling wife reads this 20 - 30 yrs down the road.. once again... SORRY DEAR..... i m having puberty....
THERE IS THIS GIRL THAT CROSS MY MIND
EVERY TIME I SEE WARM SUNSHINE
THE THOUGHT OF HER BLOWS MY MIND
I NOW HOPE THAT SHE IS MINE
SELFISH AS LOVE CAN BE
I WANNA PROTECT HER FROM THE STING OF A BEE
HOPE SHE IS NOT A RICH TAI TAI WANNA BE
AS I WILL LOVE HER AS MUCH I CAN EVER BE
PRETTY PRETTY HEAR ME PLEASE
WILL U ACCEPT ME AT LEAST
I HAVE NTH BUT MY LOVE TO GIVE
ONLY U CAN MAKE ME SLEEP EASE
SWEET DREAMS TO U NOW MY CRUSH
HOPE THIS CRUSH WILL NOT LAST AS
I WILL LIKE OUR LOVE TO LAST
malcolm 0222hrs 18/08/05
*farted* in the name of searching for peace within him [M]@[L]c[0]L[m]
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Friday, August 12, 2005
SHIT
ok... i m not gonna tok abt the mrt topic le... coz i m bloody pissed abt something.. actually i m angry over a piece of shit...put it this way... the shit i m toking abt is a person... y shit?? tink carefully n u will noe... he behaves like shit.. smells like one... HE is so childish... 17 yr old... ok... i was at fault... dozing off in class...he is so childish ... throws pieces of paper at others... at people sitting in front of him... bloody shit he is... when i woke up i look back he give me a fucking innocent look... so damm childish.. twice liaoz... 1st time i was already pissed... 2nd time... thats it... my temper has a limit... to trust he has a girlfriend... i tink his girlfriend is so fucking dumb... i tink same as him.. SHIT... stupid shit....he must be acting like a better piece of shit in front of her girlfriend... i mean shit too.... his parents must have been shitty parents... not knowing how to bring up a piece of shit... it is not blood that runs in him... it is shit that runs in him...anyway... my friend was oso affected by both attacks... 1st time we do not know who was the attacker... today it was my friend that saw the shit threw papers at me when i was dozing off.... the next lesson...i confronted him nicely saying
malcolm:" (shit)... sorry ... it was my fault that i doze off during lesson... but i hope u will stop throwing papers at others in class"
SHIT: "how u noe is me?? u have eyes behind your head arhz??" (in a shitty accent)
malcolm: "my friend saw u doing it...wat reason has he gotta malign u??"
SHIT: "u believe wat he says arhz?? wat he tell u , u will do izzit?? then he ask u go jump building u will jmp izzit??"(in a shitty accent)
malcolm: "yes i will jump ( to prove him wrong n spite him)"
*end*
i want to tell him tat he is the creep of his race n that he is such a sissy wussy pussy that he dun own up for his actions.... today i shall not fart... i shall shit him out of my ass...*malcolm splatters remains of SHIT (a person) into his toilet bowl*...............eeeeeeeeeeeee DIRTY MY TOILET BOWL...... shall wash away the shit....*flushes SHIT to his SHIT world....let him reunite wif his shit family*
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
wtf
ok... the last 30 hours of my life hass been hell... i shall not blog abt it... coz i dun wanna spread unhappiness to any body around me... if any reads my blog that is... >< .....ermm any way i shall hint abt some unhappiness within me... 1st of all... like i said.. i shall not spread unhappiness to any body as long as i noe what m i doin.... but if i accidentally inflicted any phsycological pain to u.... i m sorry... but if it is on purpose.... u pls take care.... i will not care....any way... we shud be a blessing to others.....not a pain(in the ass)... some pple shud really kill themselves being a pain is others ass... if u tink i shud die... pls come up n tell me.... coz i will explain to u y i shud not die yet... at the same time... if u ask me this question... i tink i will wish u to die too... so i will let u explain... to me... friends or foe.... damm simple.... friends got diff kind.... HI- BYE frens alot.... good frens alot... close friends alot.... girlfriend none.... but enemies... quite a handful... i onli hate few to the core... n dun worry... most of my click oso tinks the same abt u... u shud really just fuck off n die... serious... we wish that u were out of our life... believe me... if 1 person for example me... tinks that u are fucked up... nvm.... but if alot of pple think so too... u shud really wake up... if not move away from us... or find ya own species... or rather live in solitude... in the society... no man is an island.... we need friends n family.... quoted from an aunt....so...grow up....be matured can?? filter ya thoughts through ya brain b4 u tok.... dun talk cock n dun talk rot....i m like wth n wtf abt some pple of my age.... aiya... PEOPLE... JUST LIVE LIFE HAPPILY.... U HAVE ONLY 1 LIFE... 1 FRIEND OF A KIND.... MANY FRIENDS..... MANY PEOPLE IN YA LIFE....CHERISH THEM....u have only 1 life... live it well... i m not trying to be philosophical.... however i believe no matter wat nonsense i say.... confirm have abit of sense in it... at least a bit... if u cann see any sense... go bang ya head against the wall... then come back n read my blog... u read liao i guarantee u sure got sense..... CONFIRM..... fart off liaoz.... my next entry will be abt singaporeans taking mrt trains n their behaviour on board the train.... stay tuned *PoooooooooooooooooooooooT*
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